Sep 27, 2011

The JGI work shop

Hi,
I hate the judgment from the first impression. while I have a headache, my eye hurts too..


what a day.

Aug 22, 2011

keep away for happiness

How to know that you're lost;
Simply when you google FACEBOOK.

I have two, Three individuals, whom are important to me I hope I won't lose them , one seems to be dodging me already, if you do " I still love you" I am used to it. Friends Don't last except…….

Good intentions, the peace I know you as we were kids, you can't change. I remember you're such a great scientist and you will be " you're my best friend"

keep you're head up , keep leaping ahead… you're destiny lies ahead.

thank, for the happiness…..


Mo

the precipitin of living good,,,,

As I thought I was a good person, the good news is everyday I learn more about living good. to summarize the whole concept will be as long as forever but there is an escape from it which I will take. I will divide my own understanding for the good live between me and you. I will try to deliver and break it down for me so I can say I understood it as long as I am explaining.

Ground Zero

1. Work hard while you're young so you can spare it while you're aging. 

Not true, you can be born for a stupidly fucking rich family or be a prince and give not shit for what so ever. 
But by just thinking a little bit about the future YOUR no your kids only, you will live the glances of glory in your life, the fact that you need to work your ass so hard so you can save money to but a house that someone got no problem in getting it maybe for free before you, or by scratching someones back. get your self with today's boundaries and think really big about your contribution to humanity. 

2. LOAN,LOAN,LOAN, 
Islamic loans, well it's pretty nasty thing to get your self fucked up with, get a loan for 100K, and pay it back in 5 years as 140K, 40% accumulative interest, HALAL, I am sure there is many ways to legalize any load under our banks umbrella, 89% of saudi's as in debt. (1) the more you can get away the better, the less the most suitable. 

3. Marry the women you love
in our culture it's a no way theory, unless you're not from saudi culture. ( i have a lot to say , I can't really). 

4. ترضاها على اختك ؟ 
بس لا مزيد 




محمد 














Aug 20, 2011

the tranquility of you.

Dear you.


the tranquilities are all in you. I don't care no more but, on the long run I would tell you sometimes you're the best thing happened to me in my life, it was so true that I met you somehow, I wish i rewind the clock back and just never had to say what I said. the more i gain age the more years add to me. is it late or would it be late. I am seeing the mirage of you, by time escalating and passing thru time by time, by time. I don't know me no more, or more specifically I can't predict my brain pattern no more. breaking the status quo, into limitless space and just escape all realistic boundaries, into another dimension of promising life. Soon i will be leaving for good, somewhere where it's close to you, just near by and you know how things works out later on, i just can't be me no more. I wan't just to be significant , ok my mind…… take it easy one me me and you…..

Mo

Aug 17, 2011

The rule of the missing name,

Have you ever forgot a name, well it happens; for everyone of us. nonetheless if you were away for quite sometime. We don't know the intentions of people, if we could!! Ooh boy it's another dimension of ultimate conflicts. what if we misplaced the name, with another name: it got two cases, ether we made up a name before we know the real name and we fantasized it, or simply we forgot the real name. for the first case it's an output of likeness and kindness with joy. we shouldn't feel clumsy about it because it means that we had a new name.

mindMo

the occasion of ignorance,,,

The long day of homework's is not done yet, the ideas are still propagating in my mind. Ideas can swirl and change apparent but the concept in simple, how it's done, and when it's done what it would do. I would tangle my mind about ignorance, is it the act of disagree by reason in emphasis of not responding with awareness, or is it really the lack of knowledge to preform a responsive action. I would say the lack of knowledge, simply because we don't know what might click afterward so we tend to willingly becomes not willing to know. I am ignorant, with my well, it's not not that I lack the judgment but moreover, I want to postponed the action to better time. I think most ignorant are like me, so I tend to be good to them. I know me when I hit the limit, so I anticipate the others to be too.

mindMo

Aug 16, 2011

The real case of idea....

lately, I feel like i am into what i think is called over thinking, hyper mental activity that refines my sludgy brain into a new physical level. Am I getting into the new aging phase?! maybe. It feels like a mental overdrive but not a wise man  sensing capability. It caused me to think of more things that I wish I didn't do. It's true that, our judgment sometimes is limited by the fact of what we want to have, hence we tend to blind our selfs from the realty of status quo. In many occasions alone with my self I tend to be more realistic and regret-full; however my mind tells me, "you live once just make the best out of it"; I say to my mind indeed you're correct. Regrets as I see it, are the intersections which I've had taken the wrong turn, it will take me sometime to correct the wrong turn, and in some cases it becomes painfully long ride.  Time is the only factor that I can't recover. Regrets which take me sometime to correct are how I am being to someone's else, now I have no hate to anyone, because as long I've made a decision based on what I THINK, then I am correct; but not true what I was thinking is the correct because I conclude it to this way. Would your beloved tolerate whatever you would do based on your thinking, acceptance is the case, if they do accept you for what you represent then they must tolerate you. I love one saying about friends, whom are the ones you can tolerate more than anyone else. I tolerate my self more, I deal with my self more comfortable than anyone, I lived with my self nearly 30 years, fair enough. I recall I wanted to change my self deeply at one point in my life, I recall the event... Indeed I've had changed to the one I am now. I am thinking of getting me back over again. Or surely I am evolving to something else, there is a collision in my thoughts now. I am maturing mentally, that's the case. I hope I am on the right track. 

PS: If I am wrong correct me the way you think it's correct. 

mindMo